I was 25 years old when, in the early hours of March 20, 2003, <a href="https://www.thenationalnews.com/weekend/2023/03/17/the-us-invasion-of-iraq-changed-the-world-but-not-in-the-way-it-was-meant-to/" target="_blank">US-led coalition forces invaded Iraq</a> and overthrew the government of Saddam Hussein. It was just after midnight and I had only recently returned home from a quick dinner and a tour of the streets of <a href="https://www.thenationalnews.com/mena/iraq/2023/03/19/irans-leading-security-official-arrives-in-baghdad-to-discuss-economic-and-security-ties/" target="_blank">Baghdad</a>. Earlier that evening, just a few shops remained open while the anxiety and anticipation of war were clearly seen on people's faces as they rushed home before a midnight curfew. Seconds after I heard a big explosion, my father yelled: “War, it is war! War has started!” The loud explosion forced me to instinctively bend over to cover my head with my hands. As the air raid sirens shattered the dark, cold night of winter warning us of the bombs and missiles to come, the fear of an uncertain future became shockingly real. As a child during the Iraq-Iran war in the 1980s, I had become familiar with the loud, wailing sirens, but they never failed to make my heart fall to my feet. The noise that echoed across the city sounded like a pack of a thousand hungry wolves, howling in unison. The aerial bombardment that followed was the start of the invasion, the “shock and awe” campaign and the show of military force few of us had seen before. After a few days, the bombing finally began to relent, maybe because of a huge sandstorm that swept into Baghdad giving the city an ominous red glow. I remember people saying the storm was a gift from God as it thwarted the advance of US troops. It was only a temporary reprieve, as, by April 9, the US forces occupied Baghdad and <a href="https://www.thenationalnews.com/world/us-news/2023/03/18/for-some-iraqi-americans-scars-of-war-prove-hard-to-heal/" target="_blank">pulled down Saddam Hussein’s bronze statue</a> in a scene that will last forever in people's minds. That moment was a gesture to announce the end of an era for Iraq. This Monday will mark 20 years since the Iraq war of 2003 which succeeded in its goal of toppling the Saddam Hussein regime. Memories still flash in my mind of the invasion that year, and the ones that followed. Some Iraqis were happy to end Saddam’s regime while others were angry, and many were confused. They didn’t know what to do and had mixed feelings. At that time, I felt better days would surely come and we would become a modern country like Japan or Germany after the Second World War. The reality was much different. The 2003 war was followed by <a href="https://www.thenationalnews.com/world/us-news/2023/03/17/what-did-the-us-war-in-iraq-ultimately-cost/" target="_blank">years of conflict and violent turmoil</a> that led to the deaths of thousands of Iraqis and the exodus of millions more. The country was dragged into chaos and Iraqis witnessed seemingly endless violence, an uncertain future and a loss of government trust. Countless street battles between US forces and militias, scores of car bombings and kidnappings followed, and Iraqis lost hope for a better future for the country. The majority of us did not know the politicians who arrived with the US troops. Those politicians told Iraqis they too were fighting against Saddam’s regime, and vowed to make Iraq good once more. After false claims by the coalition forces that Iraq’s hidden weapons of mass destruction justified the invasion, the US administration made another huge mistake. Offering democracy to Iraqis — many who lived their entire lives knowing nothing about voting — proved a costly error. People were encouraged to participate in elections in 2005 but the majority of voting happened based on sectarian beliefs. The result was catastrophic as the sectarian war erupted, sending Baghdad towards another horrendous era of bloodshed and front-line battles. At its lowest ebb, 40 per cent of the nation was held captive by the<a href="https://www.thenationalnews.com/world/2023/03/13/iraqi-general-says-there-are-only-500-isis-fighters-left-in-iraq/" target="_blank"> Islamic State of Iraq and Syria</a>, the Salafi-Jihadist militants hellbent on establishing an Islamic caliphate. Brutal battles to recover <a href="https://www.thenationalnews.com/mena/2023/03/10/unesco-official-calls-for-visionary-leadership-to-revive-spirit-of-mosul/" target="_blank">Mosul</a> and other cities, soon followed as Iraq descended into chaos. As many as four million left the country before the 2003 war. The invasion only accelerated that trend as the number of displaced, internally and outside of Iraq would swell to nine million by 2020. I witnessed the effects of 13 years of sanctions before the US invasion and an embargo that destroyed Iraqi society and plunged millions into poverty. Thousands of Iraqi children died senselessly due to malnutrition and a lack of medicine because of the sanctions. But the effect of the US invasion was painful and surreal to comprehend. In 2003, the demands of the Iraqi people were simple: we needed security, good education and healthcare. But fundamentally, we needed effective governance from officials who wanted the best for Iraq. In 2023, those demands remain. Iraq is plagued with rampant corruption, while unemployment is now staggeringly high. There is widespread public distrust in the government’s ability to deliver services and security, leading many to question if it was all worth the turmoil and heartbreak of war that devastated so many lives.